I am actually pretty ashamed of myself.
My parents dragged me to church and I was so upset about the whole thing because I’m not Christian and can’t really tell my mother. I don’t like being forced to worship, especially when I really tried Christianity and it simply did not work for me. I prayed, read the bible, went to youth groups. I did it all.
So I’ll admit I got a bit bitter in my heart, just really being stubborn about it all. I was angry at my mom, at Christians that have rubbed me the wrong way before, and maybe even at the male God I’d grown up knowing. But the service was great, the speaker was great, it was great. I got a lot from the message as it was very relevant to my situation right now. I’d prayed to Isis that I could at least avoid church one more week but she was very right in ignoring her very stubborn follower. I needed to hear it.
The music was lovely, you could just feel the peaceful atmosphere. People’s energy and emotions poured out from them and it felt like a calming breeze. Even if I don’t really worship the same way as them I felt the sincerity in what they said, in the words they sang.
My lesson? Listen to when the universe is trying to send you a message, no matter what the source is. Because the powers that be will use whatever and whoever to help you. Even if you don’t want to hear it from that source.
Not on purpose, really. But I don’t usually feel an affinity to any day except for Samhain and SOME full moons.
However, I always end up celebrating somehow in my own little way. My way of celebrating it was getting a small terracotta planter with forget me nots. It is definitely the perfect showing that the quickening of the world is here. The first signs of spring will be celebrated in my home by the raising of a plant.
I’m excited =)
I think being a witch should be more than purely spiritual. I think i should aspire to be the best person that I can be. It brings back memories of the summer we went to a fair. I was afraid of roller coasters, fast rides, anything that might flip me upside down. But I thought to myself “A good witch conquers her fears” and I rode almost everything there.
Now, I’m trying to extend my witchy ways to the physical sense. I don’t think I’m fat, but I’m far from in shape. I don’t eat very healthily because I enjoy all manners of food and associate it with friends and good times. It doesn’t help that my significant other has the metabolism of monster and whenever we get together we eat like everything.
I’ve also been working on my emotions and mindset. Being a good person is such a chore lol!
I guess all I can do is keep on truckin’. -sips sulkily on water and noms pineapple spear-
I just saged my whole room. It feels lovely in here. I love the just sage’d feeling lol! It makes me want to just meditate here.
